I wish I could be like that more often. Just this morning (after playtime) this is what happened. Carson got himself dressed in shorts that were too small so he had to go change. Carson couldn't find his shoes. I couldn't find my keys. (turns out Courtney was playing with them) Courtney spilled a Dr. Pepper on herself and the carpet. Carson screamed when he saw the big spider camped out on the front porch. I forgot Courtney's sippie cup and had to go back home and get it. And that was just a typical hectic morning. All these events together caused me to get a little stressed when trying to get out of the house quickly.
So I watched the video below that I had filmed earlier. A short simple video of Courtney laughing. She is laughing and happy because she was being cared for by someone she loves. That is what she knows and that is what matters to her. And that's it. She doesn't get weighed down by a busy schedule. She doesn't concern herself with ongoing issues. She doesn't worry about anything. I wish that more often I could be like her and only concern myself with being loved in that moment. Sometimes I wish I could think and reason like a child more often. Maybe I will.
Grace & Peace
Kevin
Kevin, thanks for the reminder. I've decided that our life's journey is about coming full circle and becoming like a child again. It will take my whole life to accomplish that . . . controlling, purpose driven person that I am . . . but on my best days I have the faith and perspective of a child and God is able to use me! Treasure those moments when you are living in the Kingdom of heaven! Dawne
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